Hello My Friends!
It’s been a while, but I am back! The last few months have been a period of reflection. I have been mourning the death of old thoughts that no longer serve me and experienced a frightening rebirth that has left me naked and shaken, standing in unfamiliar territory. Since I haven’t been able to focus on one idea and see it to the end, I thought I’d ask you to come on a walk with me down memory lane.
Some of the most beautiful moments of my life have been experienced in meditation, and when I go to that “place” the words just flow. I am writing, but another Presence within me is speaking. I may begin by writing from my perspective but then I find my self in the Presence of something much greater that I alone have ever felt. I am choosing to share this because it is not only for me. I experienced it, but as God says in the Bible (Exodus 3:14), the I Am Presence is a universal truth that connects everything created on this Earth. Please know this is just as much meant for you as it was (and is) for me.
December 16, 2015
I am in process.
I am in transition.
Abolish all thoughts but love.
Don’t be so hard on yourself.
This is a time of change; a new season. With the falling leaves comes new growth in the spring. You are not in the winter of your youth, you are in the winter of your thoughts.
Know that you are loved unconditionally. You are meant for great things. Appreciate everything for what it is.
Let the dog barking in the distance test your tolerance of outside forces. You need not change. Your happiness lies within. All is within, nothing is without. In time, you accept the dog for what he is – change your vibration and he changes his. But does he really change or do you? He may still bark but you hear no sound because you are living with him – not separate from him. He is part of your world just like the rest.
Keep calm in your heart.
Notice the things around you.
Geese… airplane… snow falling outside the window… a squirrel on the highest branch of the tree. Fearless and happy. Winter has come and there is food everywhere.
The barking dogs do not scare away the squirrel but the sound of my own voice. Harsh, emotional, unnatural, out of order, unwelcoming. And I chose to scare him away rather than choosing peace and quiet.
Keela, the lessons are everywhere. There is no right or wrong. Just choices. Choose love. Choose to be in the moment. THIS is the most important time of your life. This moment.
How do you feel about it?
How do you feel about yourself?
How do you feel about others?
What are you sending them?
What are you telling yourself?
What do you think when you are not listening?
CHANGE your subconscious thoughts. They are vital to your happiness and well-being. Apologize for behavior, don’t apologize for being you. Live fearlessly and INSPIRE those around you. You are contagious! You are love. You are acceptance. BE those things. They are your core. Don’t be impaired by the body, the human form, the “human mind”. You are spirit. FEEL it.
Don’t turn your back no matter how much it hurts. You are strong and have the strength to withstand. I Am with you. I Am you. Don’t think, just feel – not low (human level) but high (spirit) unbridled, endless, pure, love, light, vast, all-encompassing, ever surrounding, eternal, beautiful, constant, unwavering, euphoric, flowing L O V E . Spirit. Feel Me always with you and share with everyone around you. Feel My peace and know I Am here. I Am there. I Am always. I Am love and I never leave you. Be at peace and love yourself because I love you.
